Alphabet

Always?
Believe me, I'm barely breathing.
Can't you see it through my eyes?
Don't you feel my heart beat?
Even though you promised me you'd stay,
God's still the only one here for me.
Hell burns around your ankles,
Igniting your cold eyes.
Jog your memory,
Kaleidoscope thoughts cloud up your mind.
Listen to what I say,
Maybe you'll finally realize
Nothing can take the pain away.
Open your heart to someone else, but think of me.
Please, just let me rot on my own.
Quit playing these pointless games,
Razor sharp to my soul.
Someday you'll see the damage you've done.
Tell me why you did it.
Uncover what you've hidden from me,
Vast reasons, spreading for miles.
Why did you leave me?
X-ray my heart, see how it's broken?
You need to see what you've destroyed!
Zip up the broken pieces and leave me alone.

How Could You?

I'm so sick of all you stupid people who go around complaining for nothing! You sit there and tell me all this stupid crap about how you can't find a boyfriend, and how no one cares about you, or how fat you are, or any other stupid untrue lie you try and tell to get attention, and you don't even think about what that person has been through! You dont think about how maybe that person has never had a boyfriend in her life and you are sitting there complaining because you're alone for the first time in your life, or maybe all you skinny people who're all beautiful and stuff stand there and tell yourself how fat and ugly you are when the person that passes by you when you has been so overweight all her life and no one likes her because they think she's ugly! WELL HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL? Huh? To sit there and talk about all your stupid problems when you don't even see the trouble some other people have?! You all are so stuck up, so full of yourselves and so stupid and pointless that you sit there and make fun of yourselves when you know that NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU! So shut up and realize that people have bigger problems than to sit here and hear you whine! I'm so SICK of the crap I have to hear from all you people who complain about all the stuff you simply take for granted! You don't even care enough to realize who youre talking to and what they've been through! I can't believe you, you cold, heartless people! How could you? How could you??

See

Can't you see what's in your face?
What's running in circles all over the place?
Can't you see it pointing at you?
It's waving and hoping you'll see it too.
Can't you see what's missing here?
Shouldn't it aleady be perfectly clear?
Can't you see the matter at hand?
Something black in a tub of white sand?
Can't you see what's obviously there?
It's in the distance, in the midst of your stare.
Can't you see it rolling around?
Demanding your attention, jumping up and down?
Can't you see it cry and shout?
Don't you see what this is all about?
Can't you see the problem now?
You can't possibly miss it, no way, no how!
Can't you see what everyone knows?
It's sitting on the tip or your nose!
Can't you see it walk right by?
It just hit you right between the eyes!
I love you, can't you see?
You're the only one for me.
I've always been there, plain and bold,
but you just left me in the cold.
I told you and told you, but you never heard.
You wouldn't even say a word.
And when you see, what will you do?
Will you tell me that you love me too?
But, no matter how much I want us to be,
It will never happen until you see.